Feeling dislocated but not introspective, or at least not the same as I was 12 hours ago.
We went to the Exeter Show this morning, and Little Severina had such a good time on the bouncy castle, ponies and other entertainments that I was enraptured watching her.
I so wish the bouncy castle was made for 70 kilo mummies too, I really wanted to go on it !
My little babe is now watching a magick show on the TV and I am watching the huge smile on her face and absolutely melting in it. Sometimes I wonder how I thought my life had any meaning before she came along. She can be naughty, she can be everything any little person can be, and I just adore her. I am so grateful that she chose Mr Severina and me to be her parents. I like to learn from her, to delight in the simple....and I like to hold that thought when I am being all A-type or carrying on about stupid adult pettinesses !
Mr S has a new tattoo, a very large red symbol on his back, a Buddhist symbol actually, for harmony, to balance his jet black five pointed star. My next tattoo is going to be the chokurei symbol in reiki....
