
I am having erotic dreams already, but I am going to see my darling Rufus on February the 8th next year. Not only that but we are staying in the same hotel as he. Not that I actually want to meet him. I have found that every time I have met a star I like, after that I don't like them anymore. I wonder if it is because the mystique is taken away ? So, on that note, I have told I, that I don't want to meet him. I do however want to project my lust onto him secretly, and drool inwardly as we watch him. We have been promised VIP treatment, which so long as I don't have to meet him, will be great. Damnit, he's soooooo hot !
On a totally different note, I think I am going to have to get I to kill our cockerel, I can't get a wink of sleep beyond 4.30 am... that's a bit of a buggar isn't it ?